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📓 29/10/25 : REORGANIZING MY(SELF) BACK-END 'n' (AROUND) SOCIAL MEDIA ;
Dammit, things haven't moved as smooth drawing wise, I think I was art-blocked without realizing. And while in the meantime I don't really regret prioritizing my well-being, I'm aware of the fortnight that passed. Part of my problem comes from feeling very lost regarding the current internet posting-landscape. More gallery sites being scrutinized, censored and/or bastardized with AI slop, it's very depressing honestly. Not to mention unclear rules changing constantly, and social media forcing horrible "grinding" locks in order to succeed (if at all, like freakin' Musky Grok taking over, or Bluesky's sudden gray morality on NSFW, with more enshittification coming for sure). Either way, cross-posting artworks, announcements and/or other adjacent stuff usually takes a lot of prep-time and effort, and frankly I'm REALLY NOT willing to surrender myself to more of these upcoming bullshit ways if it's NOT gonna pay off. I'm used to being in a nomadic state online to a degree, but never to this extent before; is tiring and annoying.

Anyways, sorry I couldn't verbalize this as quickly, it took me a while to even gather my thoughts properly along deciding what to do. I'll finish planning my moves even more in advance, making sure I can go back to drawings without external concerns meddling in ^^u

Thanks again for all your patience and understanding =3

📓 03/10/25 : WORK-TOBER DON'T FAIL ME NOW, ANOTHER UPDATE ON ACTIVITIES ;
Apologies again, I'm really sorry mainly for the lack on commissions' progress. To keep it short: time remains quite against my odds financially. I'm VERY AWARE of the passage of time with many of you, it saddens me -not 'cuz I don't want to draw and/or move forward with things in general- that I need to work on subscription artworks to avoid having to open commissions, but that barely scratches the surface and on top my brain guilt trips me for not being working on them, and that's another annoying back and forth going on mentally every week. The current situation online keeps making me wonder if I should expand back, but sadly SubscribeStar still remains the better place in this messy NSFW environment.

No matter what I do, huge annoying delays on transactions from different places continue to happen, and I can barely access the little money I'm making these days, not to mention having to pick and choose whatever I get to either cover my debts, bills and rent and/or sustaining myself with food and basic needs. I'm not willing to let this defeat me, is a battle I'm sadly used to, but the punches are starting to feel very unfair, making me anxious and literally sick, making me wonder if I would be better quitting... but deep down I know I won't 'cuz I don't want to give up to all the bullshit surrounding me. Apologies also for the blunt language ^^u but I just needed to let you know, to add context to my situation again. I hate that things have gotten this bad, and again I'm sorry and hope it doesn't read as me neglecting clients, 'cuz is not my intention.

Once more, I'm not gonna let this defeat me, I'll push through this... it's being really hard and I hate it, but I love what I do and reality can fuck off pushing me down. Thanks for your support <3

💲 XX/XX/25 : 1 COMMISSION SLOT STILL OPEN ! ;
( ALL PRICING LEVELS ARE AVAILABLE FOR ALL CLIENTS FROM NOW ON )
( ! 3 BACKLOG ONES TO-BE-COMPLETED BEFORE NEXT SLOT🤙 )